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i wrote something so..uh.good..and long..about everything..i dunno....and now i want to cry..really
 because i signed out somewhere else in the browser and i forgot to save the post and its gone :( its GONE

i really cant get all that out now really..sigh..

so so drained..what a waste..so much effort..why??? to what purpose..
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but it was good...you know..the post..i wrote the whole story of...me..and maybe i may gather my guts again someday..sheesh..i still cant believe it..technology ..so SO ruthless..that i cant get back something i put my heart and soul into just moments ago..lost forever..

someday..maybe..i may post the story..when i get over this catastrophe. :(  that istn gonna happen anytime soon :(